its 3 am and im trying to go through old journal entries and get rid of the pointless junk that plagues them.

i went to see Panic! at the Disco tonite in Philly, but it was mostly for the Dresden Dolls. i got to meet them and i got hugs from brian and amanda and i even got a hug again later from brian. they're amazing. i was so excited i nearly started crying. their music has changed my life. i kid you not. i would not be the same person without dresden dolls.

anyway, im sick of the fact that i havent updated on here in a very long time. my inbox was completely swamped with pictures to look at, and it was well over 1500 so i just deleted them all, went through my watch list and deleted some old accounts people had left, and went through and deleted a bunch of journal entries. and in a couple of minutes im gonna upload a few new photos and ID. woohoo.

i hopefully am getting my drivers liscence on wednesday, which is frightening. and awesome i cant believe how old i am. its really pretty scary.

looking through this site is really depressing. to see these artists who just are so completely and utterly awe-striking is really humbling. i am scared to DEATH about applying for college. i want to do art therapy, but i am fully convinced i cant get into an art major with my portfolio. ive still been drawing, even though i havent been uploading, and i have been getting somewhat better. i dont draw rabbits anymore except for anz pictures, which i havent drawn in a while but my realism is getting a lot better. but i am still scared. especially looking at such amazing talent on this site. <3

ok, well, i think i need to go continue on my revamp of my site. thanks for reading if you actually did. that makes you pretty awesome